20080604
Since after the Wenchuan earthquake , I found that I became lazy. It's the time I should reflect on. The english freewriting work didn't finished on time. even I realized I was throng. But something like this should never happen again. I must know that, there are many shortcomings about me. I have no background, am also do bad on the society communication. If my will power was weak, I don't know which thing I could do well? Just think about my mom and dad in the village, they were already old. Although I have many years to achieve my ideal, but I don't know if they have the enough time to wait for my success. I can't bet it. Because I can't accept the result of failure. I have no courage to face on the regret would never make up. There are too many things I have talked about? Maybe when metion the topic of will power, the decision about to success, the plan what I have made or will carry out, just close my mouth and prove it.
20080605
Since from the June 1st, it is banned that to sell the ultra-thin plastic bag. The shopkeeper should charge for the plastic. and If the customer need the plastic baggs when do shopping, who would need to pay for them. Maybe the rule influnce my benefit and others'. But I surport the release of the rule. It is a very meaningful huge thing. In order to save energy and and protect the environment, it's very worth. Maybe comsums a plastic bag is very little, but do you know that, before the declared of the law, China comsumes 37 million barrels of crude oil each year to manufacture 1 trillion plastics bag. Oh my GOD! it's amazing. So even the declareation of the man, Many residents accepted it and abide the rules, relecting rising environmental consciousness and concern oil prices. It's a big step of moving forward to the nation to protect the environment. In the process of implement of construction harmonious society, this thing means a lot. Human and nature should in a harmonious relationship, so happy life could last forever.
20080606
A week will pass soon. I should do a conclusion of my work in this week. In this week, my manager haven't assign any new tasks to me. So I did the things according to what I am interested. I have wrote some programs about Pointer by C. Some problem were found during these programing practice. I wrote it in my C++ blog. Appriciately, Thank the one who figured out the mistakes I have made. Yeah, from the replies of the replier, I realize the weak of mine again. He could write some functions of string operation without C includes in about 5 minutes, but I have spent more than 2 hours. How slow I am! In the past, I could say, because I wrote the answers slowly . But now, Am I slowly too when I knock the key board? Of course not, the truth is that I need more programing practice. Yes, "Skill comes from practice!", it's the key point. Of course, at the beginning of everyday, I should think about what I should finish in the day, How much time I will spend on work and study.
20080607
Today I delete many files stored in my disk. I am a person who are often immersed in the past. I have strong feelings about the things I have ever used. And for the ebooks, movies, softwares, are the same to me. It's my weak. I remembered what the Huo Yuanjia , a master in the sitcom of JingWuMen, have said. ---"To study wushu, just like the tea in a cup, if you want to add more tea, you need to will the tea in the cup out. " So if I want to study the new technologies, I have to forget the useless knowledge in my brain. As the same, I should to delete the files I may never use it again. I have spent so much time for downloading files and deleting files, installing softwares and unstalling softwares, hence I wasted so much time on nonsensicial things. This is one factor of why I am not very good today among the main failure reasons.
Of cause there are many other reasons.