I have been losing memories those days. I can't get through what I was doing right then.
I have promised Coach that I would give a Balance Sheet report presentation to him today, and I said it about one month ago. Now things turn out to go badly. I have to admit to myself that I am in poor mood which allows me doing nothing effectively.
Coach has just stopped by and asked me how I was going with my codework. I was nervous to say that I haven't finished part of it; that's because I was very anxious these days, expecting all those fancy things. Not caring about my career planning. All the things come together I feel devastated.
And coach said I could give the report next week, I am going back and finish my current week work ok？ It's not possible for me to get this done at my dorm.
Jesus.